Posts Tagged ‘morale’
12-10-08
core / life master / 2008 / december / December 10 (12-10-08) plan, realistic evaluations, unrealistic predictions, editorial we watched two movies yesterday and still have not solved the exposition question. the house is a mess and there are no hard drives posted on craigs. we have to realize that I can not waste anymore…
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core / life master / 2008 / december / December 9 (12-09-08) plans, motivation, burnout, editorial, approach and no help forthcoming on the movie, though there is still two days left. the least of our problems. we have no problems actually. prostatitus has diminished in intensity and i have a plan for completion that might…
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core / life master / 2008 / november / november 12 (11-12-08) progress, unrealistic predictions crikey! it’s already the 12th and DOG is behind, WAY WAY WAY behind! shit! fuck!
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core / life master / 2008 / october / october 20 (10-20-08) roto, training, pete oconnell, flowing with, disasters, catastrophes so these are good things and i can get more mileage out of them. plus I got the video on roto for free and didn’t have to wait until this week for it to show…
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core / life master / 2008 / august / welcome to august 4th, 2008 (08-04-08) motivation, progress, plans 3 questions every morning – why am i grateful today? — gosh, I am grateful because I am waking up early and it’s a lovely day with sunlight streaming in. I get to work on my movie…
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core / life master / 2008 / august / today is august 8, 2008 (08-04-08) unrealistic predictions, realistic evaluations, learning curve, speed, completion, rotoscope, team already august 8th. good god. how can i move through these scenes and finish them. it’s terrible that this is taking so much time. there must be a way to…
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core / life master / 2008 / july / july 30 (07-30-08) progress, AE, roto, christina’s cabin, window greetings dan kelly this is a rousing inpirational lecture intended to rouse and inspire me. the only thing that would really – no strike that, getting laid would be wonderful, but there aint no viable options for…
Read MoreDefining myself by what I do
Its a struggle for me in a world that is overwhelming in its offerings. When I was alone, work was clearly a way to define myself. There was little to challenge me, so I challenged myself and that was enuf. Here, what I did before has no currency, therefor I don’t exist. That’s the crisis,…
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core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/24/08 (04/24/08) burning out, motivation here are some notes from the past few days. – so i can’t pretend anymore, i’ve got a motivation focus problem. I can’t seem to bring the movie on to the front burner, make it the number one priority. i just…
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core / life master / 2007 / january / 1/18/07 (1/18/07) if I had gone to film school i am sweating and quietly boiling here in the tub, and am able to think no thoughts if i so desired. this is my year coming, i can’t wait to finish dog and do my taxes. (later…
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