motivation
07-03-08
core / life master / 2008 / july / 7/3 today (07-03-08) unrealistic predictions, foley, motivation I’m clocking for the big finish. I need an extended keyboard. perhaps i could go to bh for that, or just the apple store. main thing is to start living this movie 24/7. There’s nothing else. Everything else depends…
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core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/29 (04-29-08) progress, plan, ADR, objectives, motivation, distraction, impending disaster wel, i am tired. it’s been a pretty productive day. got rid of dana’s files, revealed my plans to laura and so on. jeez, my body feels pretty good on this fast, but my window is…
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core / life master / 2008 / april / 04/27/08 good morning (04/27/08) plan, motivation, strategy [snip] what do i want to experience today? peace, insight, achievement, competance, discipline, progress, intelligence, creative agility. i am looking forward to my time with AE, [snip] [snip] what do i want to experience? i want to make it…
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core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/24/08 (04/24/08) burning out, motivation here are some notes from the past few days. – so i can’t pretend anymore, i’ve got a motivation focus problem. I can’t seem to bring the movie on to the front burner, make it the number one priority. i just…
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core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/6 (04-06-08) distractions though we are having a heck of good time on nerve, what with women sending us naked pictures and all (and what guy doesn’t like that?) I am way behind on finishing dog in the real world. it is 4/6 by god and…
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core / life master / 2008 / march / 3/18/08 (3/18/08) distractions, priorities, unrealistic predictions – thoughts… — and she didn’t get it about the movie. she wasn’t particularly conscious or respectful of what I was trying to do with finishing the movie. which is ultimately why I had to end it. and the warnings…
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core / life master / 2008 / march / 12 (03/12/2008) riffs on my life’s mission, pre enhancing global consciousness to steward and expand the wilds, DOG supports so my two favorites are – sharing the rapture of a trip on the mothership – enabling sustainable bliss (to undo consumer culture) which could be combined…
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core / life master / 2007 / september / 9/10/07 (9/10/07) expand experience by acting and assisting with other projects there are three movies that i make – 1) writing 2) production consisting of 2a) directing 2b) camera+lighting 2c) sound and 2d) acting and 3) post-production. For 1 and 3 i can handle that pretty…
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core / life master / 2007 / january / 1/18/07 (1/18/07) if I had gone to film school i am sweating and quietly boiling here in the tub, and am able to think no thoughts if i so desired. this is my year coming, i can’t wait to finish dog and do my taxes. (later…
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core / life master / 2007 / january / 1/5/07 1/5/07) competency and directorial acumen the degrees of competency. I think one thing that is demoralizing is when we take on too many new things, lacking competency in all we loose our sense of competency in general. i was thinking about how reassuring it feels…
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