05-03-08

core / life master / 2008 / May / May the 3 (05/03/08) terrorist training rationale, unconsumption – project promotion terrorist training is an idea like fire department, a fire department handles fires, it has the tools and expertise to do so. Fire Department professionals can recognize fire hazards and act to prevent them. So…

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05-03-08

core / life master / 2008 / May / May the 3 (05/03/08) making the movie – distractions, trauma, disasters another way to look at it is this, as long as my movie isn’t finished, laura’s going to be a thorn in my side. If i had the time i could slam though her project…

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Based on a true story

Based on a true story… Cliche cosmos, om buzzing voices in chorus. Terrestrial and other. There’s god. Sings, “it’s boring being god.” lyrics I made all the cosmos, i handled all creation, from black holes to bacon. A plethora of stuff from waterfalls to snuff but somehow it’s not enuf it’s boring being god “Mighty…

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When one man

When one man for whatever reason has the opportunity to lead an extraordinary life, he has no right to keep it to himself Cousteau [approx 05-01-08]

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Prayer and visualization work

Prayer and visualization work because unconflicted desire is a pattern that energy flows into. If a distinct pattern or template or shape persists, energy will continue to go there and reality will shift accordingly. Chi flows into the well of unconflicted desire. This is the science behind the efficacy of faith. Humans adhere to religion…

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04-29-08

core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/29 (04-29-08) progress, plan, ADR, objectives, motivation, distraction, impending disaster wel, i am tired. it’s been a pretty productive day. got rid of dana’s files, revealed my plans to laura and so on. jeez, my body feels pretty good on this fast, but my window is…

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Defining myself by what I do

Its a struggle for me in a world that is overwhelming in its offerings. When I was alone, work was clearly a way to define myself. There was little to challenge me, so I challenged myself and that was enuf. Here, what I did before has no currency, therefor I don’t exist. That’s the crisis,…

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04-28-08

core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/28/08 (4/28/08) plan, progress, AE, camera technique what do i want to experience today? ae knowledge plan for film revised check to jonathan $500 police report just noticed it missing about a week ago get inventory from BH new hard drive try again – this is…

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04-27-08

core / life master / 2008 / april / 04/27/08 good morning (04/27/08) plan, motivation, strategy [snip] what do i want to experience today? peace, insight, achievement, competance, discipline, progress, intelligence, creative agility. i am looking forward to my time with AE, [snip] [snip] what do i want to experience? i want to make it…

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