Process Log 03-19-16

[snip] ok, me. staying with the program of fun. yesterday and the day before i launched writers of the future and an entry to strange horizons. who knows, right? Super important to keep this all in perspective, these are JUST promotional gambits, they aren’t our main thrust. Our main thrust is our movie making. and…

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Process Log 03-10-16

[snip] I am sure I’ve said this before plenty of times in my life. Realize my full potential. What’s that actually mean? My stars! My full potential is as big as the universe, do I dare to be all that I am? I’d love to, I’d love to flow even 1% of what I am.…

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Process Log 03-09-16

March 9 Next Morning Alright. Last night a father thing asserted I had brain damage. I kept reasonably asking for his rationale, resources. He pointed to several cognitive errors I had exhibited earlier, like not being able to clearly see a parked car. I persisted in asking for more information, annoyed but also a bit…

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Process Log 03-08-16

[snip] It’s quite simple. Without all that I went through, I wouldn’t be so clear about what I want, and what I want now is much clearer and even more exciting than what I wanted before. I want to be a man who can glide through intensity with grace and aplomb, a man who surrounds…

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Process Log 03-07-16

[snip] I want to feel good. I want to feel confident and powerful. I want to feel charismatic and attractive. I want my body to blossom with vigor, radiance and health. I want to practice feeling wonderful until excellence and joy is my dominant presence. I want my teeth and gums to repair themselves. Driving…

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Process Log 03-06-16

March 6 the reason D and D was a good game to pay in my youth is this. I wanted my characters to be the most wonderful ever and I did everything to develop them. I didn’t wonder whether it was ok to get stronger, wiser, more adept, all that mattered as I grew my…

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Process Log 03-04-16

[snip] What’s my point of attraction? Notice what’s showing up. Making progress on accounting but still no end in sight, honestly. I could make lists and so forth but I just don’t know how much more. I just don’t. and that’s fine, honest. It can’t be too much longer, I mean we are handling the…

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Process Log 03-01-16

March 1 OK, the Clarion entry had problems and I am guessing that there was too much effort associated with that, I really don’t care whether I get in. I do kind of care about getting published. I am guessing there are markets for my sexy stories but again, this is an exploration. Writing is…

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Process Log 02-26-16

[snip] having Joe AND melonie over today [snip] I am waking up still quite dark, but what’s amazing is how the universe is consistently getting me up around 5-ish to get started on the day. That feels exciting. I am gonna play a little guitar and feel good. played a little even recorded a little.…

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