Process Log 02-06-16

I feel like as I begin to catch momentum, circuits are kicking in to thwart my break through. I can see progress and feel discouraged. There’s a choice, I could certainly go either way. Well fuck that. I am not going to go either way. I am going to keep choosing the most joy I…

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Process Log 02-05-16

Ok, so I am the one, I am the focused and aware love of the entire cosmos, I am all the love and encouragement I could ever crave and the external isn’t relevant to feeling worthy. I am permission incarnate, my very existence is the entire game, I was looking for an invitation to play…

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Process Log 02-05-16 George Winona Mason

[snip] George Winona Mason I don’t like what I remember about last night. The ranting while drunk was fine, heck it was all fine. I just don’t like that I tried to get all intuitive with George, but he seems to accept that from me now. Who gives a fuck what anyones thinks of me.…

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Process Log 02-04-16

Again, now that I am awake and typing, I want to sleep again. I am so cozy writing, it’s a pretty funny dichotomy. I liked Clerks. It has some great writing if not stellar acting, and moments of excellent timing. It almost seemed like all the actors were super amateur in that obvious way, aspiring…

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Process Log 02-04-16 text to girls

Oh, and I am so looking forward to recharging my twitter, linkedin, launching facebook, getting it all synched up and humming, all the team members +1231499—-, +1231944—- Gentle reminder. Waves of excellence are rising up. If you’re interested in riding waves of excellence with some of your favorite people, try to describe what that looks…

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Process Log 02-02-16

Here’s a quick aside about spending all this money for movies. If I can make a movie that sends the game far and wide, (Game, Play) and I end life having spent all of everything on these vehicles, then well done. What’s the resources for except to make art? Some love the making of the…

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Process Log 02-02-16 unprecedented

February 2 I have a unprecedented opportunity in my life. I know what works. Not suspect, know. I have clear evidence that attending to what I want, feeling the constant radiance which underlies my entire life experience, being an ever blooming phenomena is transforming my reality, the phenomena of manifestations. My health HAS improved significantly,…

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Process Log 02-01-16

February 1 I want to stop talking about my process. I want to stop telling people and feeling tentative. i like a little but of talk but not everyone needs to hear my rant. let them live their own way. I def want more movement in my life during this accounting process. perhaps I could…

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10 years ago (NYC outreach V 0.9)

10 years ago, I started making a movie and you were there! Yes – YOU. Way back then I heard your dreams, marveled at your genius, documented your dance, shared vegan pancakes on spring mornings, got on your shit list and did my best to encourage your orgasms. Like an elephant or a good dog,…

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