Archive for 2016

[snip] we started out with the idea that you needed a symbol to invest with your intentions. for instance, a car. You can drive a car and go somewhere. If you don’t have a car well a bicycle or feet. But there has to be something which acts on something else to change your location.…

[snip] doing for you EXACTLY what you ask for, to give you back to yourself. Who else in the cosmic cast did you ask of this? Who else answers you like I do? I am your lover and helper in the most profound way, the subtle way that even my agent on earth is unaware…

[snip] What is love? Being in love that is. An inspiration to feel fully aligned with our full being. Usually in the form of another human. Who either one is fucking or wishes to fuck. Two people who are each inspired to be fully aligned by each other is the grail. If I fall in…

(on feeling overwhelmed) [snip] Why did I put all this out there if I didn’t want to delight in the achieving, in the participation? Express my fullness in the doing, in taking delightful action. All these outcomes are irrelevant, it’s the what I get to experience in the now. [snip] There is only one accomplishment,…

I have so much I want, I want it all. I want to become all that I am so that the processes ahead go smoothly and easily as I enjoy my life fully, I want to have access to all my resources and enjoy all the resources of the universe flowing easily to me, feeling…

[snip] I don’t have to reject everyone I’ve got around me, but I have been settling for a level of brown bag mediocrity and surrounding myself with the same. Many of the people in my life are just in the same place, staying mediocre because perhaps they have the same fears. I want a dazzling…

[snip] Enough with the complaining. And I don’t want to fake it until I make it. i want a flourishing connection with the divine. with magic. I want a solid and unshakable confidence in the utter excellence of my life. I want to shine like the crazy sun, brighter. A hundred suns. I want I…

April 11 I’m so ready to start this amazing day. So appreciate waking up with a robust hard on. So excited to help with Kate Bakers story. Still get to hear from Writers of the Future, Illustrators of the Future (maybe), Spectrum, and Strange Horizons. Not to mention StarShipSofa. I’m cutting back on monthlies, like…

[snip] I get to find out about Bri and Ben today. I think this is the deadline. No one is in my way, no one has the pwoer to trouble me, only I can trouble myself by using them as an excuse to block the love that wants to flow to me. It’s no big…

April 8 Gina When I moved to NYC in 1983 at the age of 23, I was very much in love with a woman a few years younger. I had starting dating her a year earlier, when she was a senior in high school, after I had flunked out of the only college that accepted…