Posts by dan from why.movie

April 1 Dan here. Everything i want to have be and do, I imagine everything coming true. My eye is looking away from center, that’s why it looks kind of dead, it’s perceived (even by me) as not present. of course, the image i’m receiving is damaged, which is all optic nerve. The optic nerve…

i can have a bath and get straight up to the guns. I can build something for the racks and just go to it. I’d like to organize this laptop too, maybe my mail as well. I don’t really WANT to do the dishes, but I’ll feel relief when they are done. Anything I do,…

March 25 So what’s it going to take to live everything, be everything I aspire to be, a great singer, actor, filmmaker, writer, athlete, musician, lover, well being flowing from me, warrior, lover, poet, ripped and big lithe and supple, flexible, loving life, hard ons that are big and go on and on, surrounded by…

Day two of juicing and I’m feeling empty and alive. [snip] A bio is needed for SSS. Then a dankelly.sexy site.

[snip] ok, me. staying with the program of fun. yesterday and the day before i launched writers of the future and an entry to strange horizons. who knows, right? Super important to keep this all in perspective, these are JUST promotional gambits, they aren’t our main thrust. Our main thrust is our movie making. and…

[snip] I am sure I’ve said this before plenty of times in my life. Realize my full potential. What’s that actually mean? My stars! My full potential is as big as the universe, do I dare to be all that I am? I’d love to, I’d love to flow even 1% of what I am.…

March 9 Next Morning Alright. Last night a father thing asserted I had brain damage. I kept reasonably asking for his rationale, resources. He pointed to several cognitive errors I had exhibited earlier, like not being able to clearly see a parked car. I persisted in asking for more information, annoyed but also a bit…

[snip] It’s quite simple. Without all that I went through, I wouldn’t be so clear about what I want, and what I want now is much clearer and even more exciting than what I wanted before. I want to be a man who can glide through intensity with grace and aplomb, a man who surrounds…

[snip] I want to feel good. I want to feel confident and powerful. I want to feel charismatic and attractive. I want my body to blossom with vigor, radiance and health. I want to practice feeling wonderful until excellence and joy is my dominant presence. I want my teeth and gums to repair themselves. Driving…

March 6 the reason D and D was a good game to pay in my youth is this. I wanted my characters to be the most wonderful ever and I did everything to develop them. I didn’t wonder whether it was ok to get stronger, wiser, more adept, all that mattered as I grew my…