Process Log 07-13-16

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What I want is robust unprecedented allowance. I want to allow more than I ever have and then more and more. I want to allow effortlessly and with deliberate zest and celebration. Allow everything wonderful to just come forth. I want to be surrounded by the most ecstatic celebration, i want my physical, emotional, intellectual experience to be delicious pleasure. I want to feel the core of radiance I’ve been enjoying grow, build, leak out from every pore and orifice and surface of my self, shine from every tree and building and person. I want to KNOW the core as all, I choose to feel the pervasive radiance. I am more ready than ever to have the wild, hilarious and sexy adventure of myself, of all.

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