core / life master / 2009 / APRIL / 4/25/09 (4/25/09) almonds, visualization It’s april 25 about to be 26. 4 more days until 100k, amazing lover / girlfriend and the wrap of almonds. [snip] when i achieve these goals, I’ll take some time off to ponder. maybe 10 minutes. i mean a week or…

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core / life master / 2008 / june / june 3, 2008 (06-03-08) distraction, disaster i’m mad at master ru. first, he got me involved with this girl to help her. i get that, but he didn’t give me any information. shit could have come down way different. this was my first test. can i…

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core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/29 (04-29-08) progress, plan, ADR, objectives, motivation, distraction, impending disaster wel, i am tired. it’s been a pretty productive day. got rid of dana’s files, revealed my plans to laura and so on. jeez, my body feels pretty good on this fast, but my window is…

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core / life master / 2008 / april / 04/27/08 good morning (04/27/08) plan, motivation, strategy [snip] what do i want to experience today? peace, insight, achievement, competance, discipline, progress, intelligence, creative agility. i am looking forward to my time with AE, [snip] [snip] what do i want to experience? i want to make it…

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core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/24/08 (04/24/08) burning out, motivation here are some notes from the past few days. – so i can’t pretend anymore, i’ve got a motivation focus problem. I can’t seem to bring the movie on to the front burner, make it the number one priority. i just…

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core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/6 (04-06-08) distractions though we are having a heck of good time on nerve, what with women sending us naked pictures and all (and what guy doesn’t like that?) I am way behind on finishing dog in the real world. it is 4/6 by god and…

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core / life master / 2008 / march / 3/18/08 (3/18/08) distractions, priorities, unrealistic predictions – thoughts… — and she didn’t get it about the movie. she wasn’t particularly conscious or respectful of what I was trying to do with finishing the movie. which is ultimately why I had to end it. and the warnings…

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core / life master / 2008 / february / 2/15/08 (02-15-08) artistic development transfer to cinematographer’s notes it’s about being a visual artist. develop visual and spatial acuity with practices like drawing, painting, sculpture, anatomy studies, photography, lighting labs, short experimental films… wilderness exploration, travel. a director of photography is a visual artist with competancy…

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core / life master / 2007 / january / 1/6/07 (11/6/07) movie revisions, climbing the movie making learning curve, being prepared so here are some thoughts about the movie. the second act needs attention, many solutions to find. there’s soft focus and trim trim trim. my first effort will be to just cut the fat…

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core / life master / 2007 / september / 9/10/07 (9/10/07) expand experience by acting and assisting with other projects there are three movies that i make – 1) writing 2) production consisting of 2a) directing 2b) camera+lighting 2c) sound and 2d) acting and 3) post-production. For 1 and 3 i can handle that pretty…

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