humans are by and large irrational animals. that’s the game we’ve signed up for. accept that or be constantly disappointed. it’s uncommon to find anyone who can stay balanced between intuition and caprice, knowledge and deadly certainty. i might aspire to being enlightened, to wisdom, but who have we met that has achieved it? that…

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iStone as Reminder [09-30-19] The iStone is the physical embodiment of a whole range of powers that Uncle Joe might wield. There are icons for apps there, but they aren’t so much about activating remote infrastructure as much they are a sort of reminder for him of all his options, everything he is capable of.…

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I need 10 things that increase strong erections, 10 actions. weight lifting starting with free excercises like pushups, situps, pullup, dips, handstand pushups celery on an empty stomach before picking her up, bunches daily visualization practice with oil read multi-orgasmic man prioritize my own creative work – DOG research more research more research more research…

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Meanwhile, I could have a partner in practice, in tantric sexuality. My usual pattern is to come clean , to spill all my fears and doubts. Another approach is make it until we fake it, and that’s also another aspect to DOG. It’s a happy ending, I mean Gerry is dying (as supposedly we all…

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I write these things and feel and irrational shame. Who will read this after me? Perhaps my career in the senate will be improved by the frank nature of these reports. Honesty, can I at least be honest with myself? Kim puts a high value on honesty, as do I, but when I look deep…

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(08-27-11) software routines that are (translated) gerry’s prime directive — on protectChristina — on decompileAttackers — on perceiveAllCreation

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A paranoid loner who feels he’s has been and is under attack by invisible forces of world oppression. Their weapons are physical disease, emotional trauma and spiritual injury. His plan to retaliate is to live long enough to be able to upload and distribute his consciousness where he will initiate a total war, war without…

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Declaration of war The earth is our common home and responsibilty. We have just this one planet to share. If by your action or inaction you despoil our shared home, i declare war on you. If your religion, political views, business practice or values degrade or threaten our planet, I declare war on you. If…

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[04-27-14] This probably needs to be broken down into manageable sections, or at least mined for the most relevant material. Amazing the record herein contained of persistence, mistakes, bravado and competency. visionary babble, interesting story tangents, notes on process 1/4/07-2/22-07, map of sound Daughter of God – Planning and Logistics 1. key 1.1. * in…

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Its a struggle for me in a world that is overwhelming in its offerings. When I was alone, work was clearly a way to define myself. There was little to challenge me, so I challenged myself and that was enuf. Here, what I did before has no currency, therefor I don’t exist. That’s the crisis,…

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