04-01-08

core / life master / 2008 / april / 4/1/08 (04/01/08) on training fighting alone There are some things i am hearing that don’t make sense, meaning that why am i the only person who gets it? they have attacked me clearly and upon my response the future of earth depends. if i only cower…

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06-19-07

core / life master / 2007 / june / 6/19/07 the game (6/19/07) advertising imagery of the desired behaviors, resurrection of heros super fast repetition of fast food consumption, a shorthand of the commercial message, what we are progressing towards, the message stripped of it’s veneer. Cyclical in the structure, the same sequence of biting…

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06-10-07

core / life master / 2007 / may / June 10, 2007 (06/10/07) on being single in preparation for battle so here’s what i did last night. I had a fairly dull evening with folks eating mechanized food who were in their forties, slightly older than me. The thing is, the folks in their 40s-50s…

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12-19-06

core / life master / 2006 / december / december 19, 2006 (12-19-06) rationale, changing sequence awesome so about dog. this sequence must have some direction. to finish this i must select the movements which most speak. I cannot have all. i don’t want all. even after this choosing, i’ll probably have to pare it…

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12-19-06 Christina

PLAN / 2006 / aspects of christina (06-12-19) describes the various personas or archetypes Christina incarnates during the changing sequence aspects of christina.rtf the bride magical child she’s very mild and unassuming in this persona. this is her as she is, not wearing any persona, not exemplifying an epic archetype. simple white with the green…

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11-19-06

core / life master / 2006 / november / 11/19/06 (11/19/06) becoming a master storyteller through robust living tai chi is the physical expression of principles underlying all. what is effective, to feel. to become acutely aware of sensation. to pay attention to it, to explore it’s range and depth. to go deeper and feel…

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07-22-06

core / life master / 2006 / november / 7/22/06 ( 7/22/06) god penetrates the defensive bulwark via spiritual commando later that same day let’s face it, I am a different sort of animal. i will not be neutralized. ha, go ahead unseen adversary, you know that the most you can do is toss stumbling…

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05-22-06

core / 2006 / may / may 22 (05/22/06) an angel, “deploying saviors” if we send them down without wiping their memory they get caught, tortured and killed. you act differently when you know what we know, it’s like people who almost die, often times they don’t look at the world the same way, they…

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02-17-06

core / 2006 / february / 2/04/06 – 2/17/06 (02/17/06) gerry monolog “the closer you get to waking the more traumatic life becomes” I definitely have something that’s like a repellent to women. it’s not just that i am inept, it’s that I am literally repelling women, driving them back. bad breath or pimples or…

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02-11-06

core / 2006 / february / 2/04/06 – 2/11/06 (02/11/06) sketch for gerry backstory snowy evening, a guy and a girl are playing in the yard outside their apartment. they see the neighbors window lit and throw a few snowballs at it. he sticks his head out and dares them to hit him with a…

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